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well its been a month of school already and im already thinking of ays to get out of it ugh lol  y brothers girlfriend is here and theyve talked about al the cool stories that have happened to them and i cant help but feel like i missing out on sooo much i feel so pointless. =( haha but i have fun with my friends too so i guess its just me feeling left out at home i just want to run away to the sea or the road i just cant decide!!!!!!!!!!!? im confused and right now im just drowning in my own thoughts.......